this is a battle....

alright so i found my newest obsession as far as music goes. colbie caillat. she's amazing. search her on myspace. what else..

it's 2:31 pm on sunday and i've accomplished next to nothing today. i have a psych test and a math quiz tomorrow and i have yet to thoroughly study for them. oh well. i will get to that later on i guess. i got up at like 12 something and watched some baby thing they were having on discovery health during commercials of the real world. then i cleaned the bathroom...took a shower...and yeah that's about it thus far. i had the craziest dream last night. my family was going to florida next week but i couldn't go until later..my brother was taking his friend and like i went to their house for some reason to get something and i was out by the pool (that they don't have) and this orca (killer whale) was swimming in it and spitting water at me. then it magically changed into a man. it's all very fuzzy at this point but it was really weird. i've been having really crazy dreams lately i don't know why. i mean crazy like random, strange, psychopathic dreams. maybe it's me.

anyway...april is going to suck..i have something due or a test or quiz to take just about every day of the week. i can't wait for it to just be over. i do but i don't want summer to come. i'll be spending it all in charlotte. i want to go home and see people...i think i'm a little homesick. everytime i think i'm making a real good friend it's like they slip through my fingers in a way. i wish there was just one person here that knows me from before. uhh. so frustrating sometimes. there's alot of things i need to do.