cause i'm your baby

ok so i'm really lame and listening to ll cool j & the dream "baby" and i only like it because of the chorus that goes "cause i'm your baby, your baby, your baby, your baby.." well its catchy to me, okay.

i'm laying in cody's bed being unproductive, though i did update his ipod for him, and read a chapter of my book of the moment which is eclipse, the third book of the twilight series. i can't get enough of this. and i think its time i write why i really like this book.

the twilight series is pure fantasy. it's completely unrealistic in every single way and i think that's why i relate to it so much. i am an unrealistic person in many ways. a dreamer if you will, hence my hotmail email (dreamer..etc etc @hotmail.com) which i made in like 6th grade, but it does apply to the wanders of my mind. back to twilight, if you didn't know, it is a love story about vampires and humans- primarily a senior boy and girl named Bella and Edward who are madly, annoyingly, weirdly in love. and its addictive and i'm jealous. though their close love makes me sick, i admit i envy it and live vicariously through bella. you need to read these books to understand the obsession i suppose, but i promise it will be worth it. if you refuse to read it, at least go see the movie when it comes out november 21st. i sure am! ha...

well this week was complete shit except for the fact that i got taylor swifts album, and that was the only good thing that came from this week i swear. i failed two tests and am worried to death i will not graduate on time. i have 18 credits next semester which basically means i will be living in a darker cave than i already do now. plus i will not have my boy around to escape to when i don't want to do schoolwork. that is depressing and i plan on maximizing my spare time watching surfthechannel.com catching up on tv series that i either missed or always wanted to watch such as the last two seasons of grey's anatomy and all of gossip girls. oh, and i plan on getting addicted to exercise. this has always been a dream of mine but somehow i can't bring my body to agree with my mind. maybe someday this will happen. one can only hope.

i have no new cool stories except that i got my teeth cleaned yesterday and today at work some lady told me that while she was standing in line to check out she was thinking about how i looked like one of the models in the huge poster behind the desk. thanks, i guess. uhhhhh i'm going to bed.