no need to hide anything anymore

so i have no choice right now but to blog. its 5:43 AM and i am WIDE awake. WTFFFFFFFFFF. seriously, i want to punch whoever is playing music so loudly in an apartment complex where you have neighbors. and they are like..playing drums too. WHO DOES THAT? ksdfnskdfjnds. ok anyway, so i'm alive, i'm awake. i would say i'm well but i'm not sure i am.

i have been having so many thoughts lately. about everything. school, work, love, life. i always feel like i'm talking so much, but then i realize it's just to myself. is that wrong? haha. i live in my head way too much. i'm listening to anberlin "breathe" and it's kind of a depressing song, but it's not meant to be. idk. i am so confused as to where i'm going. i don't really know what i'm doing. i think i just need summer to be here. i need a vacation to somewhere farrrrr away. that....or i need to move. this is the longest i've been in one place for awhile now and i'm pretty much ready for a new one. ...

anyway.....i don't know what the point of this blog was. i could write alot but i just don't want to.
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