lunch

i'm at work and my biggest concern is what i'm going to have for lunch today from sports page. i'm thinking a grinder. today is going to be 10 hours of nothing except waiting to have lunch and then going home. what can i look up on the internet? i can't believe i get paid for this...what is my life?

dancin away with my heart

country music can stop ruling my life this summer now. i haven't updated in aaaages. and now i'm just going to post a dumb sappy love song i'm listening to because it applies to my life as does all other sappy stupid songs. also- i start work back on monday. i haven't done shit since may 13th the day i got laid off last except for travel and eat and spend lots of money. ugh. what a life eh? someone smack me.

thank you lady antebellum for another tear jerker. sigh....

I finally asked you to dance
On the last slow song
And beneath the moon that was really a disco ball
I can still feel my head on your shoulder
Hoping that song would never be over

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself
wondering where you are
for me you'll always be 18
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

I brushed your curls back so I could see your eyes
And the way you moved me was like you were in my mind
I can still feel you lean into kiss me
I can't help but wonder if you ever miss me

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself
wondering where you are
for me you'll always be 18
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

Oh you headed out to college
At the end of that summer when we lost touch
I guess I didn't realize even at that moment we so much

I haven't seen you in ages
Sometimes I find myself
wondering where you are
for me you'll always be 18
and beautiful and dancing away with my heart

Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah

Away with My Heart

Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah
Nah nah nah

you're looking awful anxious

i haven't kept up with this blog challenge lately. oops.

Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.

trader joe's organic hummus. yummmmmm

obnoxious obsession

i get a little ridiculous when i love something alot. this is one of those times. and everyone who knows me a tad bit knows i LOVE anything leighton meester. this track is hawt. i don't know why i spelled it like that, sorry. also, there's a dubstep remix that's sweet too. hey girl hey! go listen!

journey to the end of my life

i can't stop listening to two bands right now. and they are complete opposites.

one is allstar weekend. i believe i mentioned them before. my brothers old best friend, zach, is the lead singer, and my sister and i saw them perform in december. anyway they are pop punk whatever and their songs are super catchy and make the day pass faster at work while i enter bank statements monotonously at the computer. alright so that's one band.

second band is called states. just recently found them and a girl's the lead singer. they're a tad depressing, but so am i, so we fit perfectly. anyway, i just love them and can't stop listening to their ep either.

what else? it snowed. a decent amount. and then it froze. uncc didn't have school for 3 days. that would happen when i actually DON'T have to go back for once. *sigh*

tonight the fam and i went to dinner at olive garden. we took my grandma since she's leaving sunday. i'm sad. who else is going to sit with me alone all day while i watch tv and google stuff on my laptop? wahhh loneliness and i have a love/hate relationship.

days go by

Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.

i don't have any. and if i do, they are not good ones.

NEXT!

cough cough cough

i have a cough now and it's hurting my lungs. god i hope i don't get bronchitis. life has been especially horrible to me lately, especially as of sunday. though saturday i did graduate college so that was a good feeling and whatnot. but when sunday came and certain facts were given to me about a certain someone, life changed a bit more. i'd say for the worse, but everyone else says for the better. i don't want to get into it. i'm already emotionally unstable enough. i hate crying.

to make matters worse for today, someone ate my leftover steak and potato from longhorn. it was gone when i got home from work. and i'd been looking forward to it all day. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my life is such a joke right now.

but i did get a job. it's temporary. starts feb 7th. but it pays a crapload and i guess it will keep me entertained for some time at least. then who knows what the heck i'll do.

right now i am focusing on the simplest goals of life and that is- getting out of bed, brushing my teeth at least once a day, and showering. isn't that enough?

it was enchanting to meet you

Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.

really? everyone knows i have like a million celebrity crushes. how am i supposed to narrow this down to one? ughh....well i guess there is a difference between celebrity and reality star...

man...who am i to choose?

this picture is totally inappropriate but i don't care hahahah i love me some jason stackhouse!!! aka ryan kwanten

i had chili for dinner and it was good

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

my cellular telephone. actually it's a smart telephone because i have a Blackberry Tour. yes, i love it. well...when it's nice to me.

i had an allstar weekend

well i thought the title of my blog was catchy, what about you? get it? hahahah you would if you knew that last night my sister and i went to the allstar weekend concert at amos'. allstar weekend is a pop punk band that my brother's friend from elementary school, zach, is the lead singer in and they are signed with hollywood records and all over radio disney/disney channel in general. pretty cool. got free tix and got to go on the tour bus etc etc and it was wicked cooooooooool. i'm just jealous they have met selena, demi, miley, etc my disney starlet obsessions. but anyway yeah zach ended up hopping in the car with my sister and i after the show (she had to drive because i drank too much, which by the way how does that happen? i never drink errr) anyway so she drove us to cookout to get food and then to our house and met up with my brother and ricky and the whole gang and we all hungout and talked and zach told everyone tour stories and the like. hundreds of thousands of 14 year old girls would have died if this happened to them, let's just put it that way. anywho good times.

i also became an alumni of alpha kappa psi eta omega chapter at UNCC today! wooohooooooo! now i just need to ACTUALLY graduate. that will be the death of me. God help me get through the next two weeks! ok what else....uhh i don't know i'm too lazy and tired and full from dinner and warm from this heating pad i have on to write anymore or post my blog challenge so i'll do that tomorrow or whenever i get to it. mmk i'm done with this for now.

happy 100

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

everyone who knows me in the slightest way knows that i am a tv fanatic and i have "my shows" that i must watch. one that i am addicted to just does not cut it. i have about 20. more or less. i dvr most of them, and i can't pick just one. here are a few of my favs: gossip girl. one tree hill. teen mom. dexter. true blood. secret life of the american teenager. buried life. world of jenks. greys anatomy. vampire diaries.

well there are many more and some of the aforementioned are slightly more important than others but you get the idea. i love tv. living life vicariously through a character on tv is way better than living your own.

i hate everything

Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?

i don't have a favorite musician. i mean, i don't have just one. so.....maybe i can put like demi lovato. why? because she's amazing. and...i want to trade voices with her.

and i'll run

Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.

i technically don't live uptown, aka in the city city, but that is the skyline of charlotte and technically my address is charlotte, nc but a different zipcode. i live in the suburb part. anyway...there it is.

okay

if i hear the commercial for whatever it is that plays florence and the machine's "dog days are over" one more time, i might commit suicide.

that's all.

numb

sorry i've been m.i.a. something terrible happened to me on thanksgiving involving a certain someone so i've been sick to my stomach and not on the computer or doing much of anything really. thought i did go shopping a little bit yesterday. anyway, i don't want to talk about that anymore....

Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?

well it doesn't say show a picture so i'm not because i'm lazy. i have true match powder, lots of mac and clinique eyeshadows, sephora primer, define a lash mascara, and makeup forever eyeliner...and some lipglosses... and maybelline mineral concealer...mac bronzer....

you get the idea

don't call me a lolita

Day 10 – A photo of our favorite place to eat.

i like way too many places to take a picture of just one of my favorite places to eat so this is pointless. i guess i'll just put one.

my forever

Day 9 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

hmmm well i'm not going to count food because that's just dumb. i really can't remember the last thing i bought...i guess maybe these 3 books from amazon. i got the girl with the dragon tattoo, and the girl who played with fire, and then my personal favorite, unbearable lightness. now i haven't read it yet but i will soon. it's about her eating disorder and i'm pretty obsessed with anyone with issues so i can't wait to read this.

so much colder than i can remember

Day 8 – A song to match your mood.

Waka Flaka Flame- No Hands

this doesn't match my mood. i've been listening to miley cyrus' permanent december hence the title which yes i copied from kristen. and...that's about it because i had been working on this STUPID business policy individual project case study about gap that took over my entire life from last wednesday until last night at 2 am. i pretty much know everything you never wanted to know about gap inc. also, my computer came down with a horrible virus and threw up everywhere. ok not really but it got a virus and its still functioning but i have this pretend microsoft thing thats called check disk that wants me to defrag my comp and keeps popping up saying i have all these critical errors blah blah. and it stole my start bar at the bottom so i cant click my tabs along the bottom of m screen. wtf its really annoying. UGH i even deleted limewire and this is what i get :(

on another note, i can't wait until tomorrow at 9:15 pm when i am done classes for the week!!!!!!!!

um

Day 7 – Your dream wedding.

i haven't thought too much into this. but i don't want a big wedding i know that. i don't like large crowds and i don't like attention. i have a few random ideas of color schemes, flowers, dresses, etc but they change frequently after i watch say yes to the dress or whatever other show on TLC. also, i did save the issue of OK mag that featured hilary duff's wedding because we all know she's my idol. but her wedding was big. if i could shrink it i'd do a lot of things she did. anyway yea, that's it.

i know everything about the gap

today's challenge is Day 6 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

this is a maltipoo. i don't know why but i just love these dogs. they're seriously adorable. particularly this one with it's one black ear. and also, they are hypoallergenic.

if you are wondering why the title of this blog is called i know everything about the gap it's because i do. i've been working on this case study about it for the past 3 days straight and it's due monday and i still have a looooooong way to go. shoot me. i hate you dr.b**** for making me do this. i had to star her name out incase she ever reads this. anyway, yeah that's what i'm going to go do now. though i'd rather be catching up on gossip girl, grey's, or dexter. grrr