Friday, October 24, 2008

lindsay lohan lyrics aren't even good enough right now

"since everything is but an apparition perfect in being what it is, having nothing to do with good or bad, acceptance or rejection, one may as well burst out in laughter" -long chen pa

i'm not joking about that person's name. i don't know who they are but that was on my zen calender for october 18th. anyway, i'm in an annoyed mood lately. i wish i could copy and paste a blog post kristen recently wrote about the certain people thing...yeah...i'm so there right now. i'm totally feeling the sitting on the couch watching a movie and ranting. ranting is good. is ranting also called bitching? i prefer ranting. i rant alot. only in my head really. it gets old after awhile but somehow i can't stop. i ranted out loud last night, not even loud, like yelled. literally. i feel slightly bad about it, however i guess that's what you get when you bottle things up and then explode about them (kristen, i guess somehow i was trying to be mysterious and i'm sorry because i may be categorized into one of the people you hate) except i have excuses. i always do. moving on, i don't know where i was going with this.

i'm driving my dad's truck this weekend and its not as much fun as it usually is. i just want my car back. well i'm going to go have a glass of wine and hope it doesn't make me nauseous.

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