Sunday, October 12, 2008

things are going oh so well and oh so not

the new copeland album is on myspace for a full listening preview before its available on tuesday and i must admit i do love it. however, copeland has that special effect on you. the kind of effect that makes you want to lie awake in your bed in the dark and ponder about the realities of life...that or drive in the rain. i don't know. but i really like it and tonight kristen can depress over the spill canvas stuff i sent her and this is mine. haha. hmm...alright new things. today is my dad's birthday. happy birthday dad. my birthday was last tuesday, i am in my 20's now. (20). climbing up the ladder we call life. its strange not to be known as a teenager anymore, i'm not sure i like it..but i feel the same so we will let it only be a number.

we are on fall break. i was officially as of friday around 3:15 after i left accounting SI. so i have tomorrow and tuesday to be lazy and do what i do best, which is nothing. and its amazing. i have been hanging out with cody (good times, good times). we went to see nick and norah's infinite playlist yesterday and it was uber cute. i want to marry michael cera. what else...i've been reading twilight nonstop. i have a feeling this series will become part of my top favorite books. we'll see. i did some homework, glad that's over. i vacuumed my car out. that's always nice...

i would like to stop for a moment to comment on kelsey's blog post about people and personalities and situations. in a nutshell, she threw out there the question "
Do different parts of you come out at different times of the day or do you only have one identity and when you supress certian parts of it does that mean your being fake?" well kelsey, i have an easy answer for you. everyone in the entire world has multiple personality disorder in some sort of way.not to take mpd light, but moreso like in different situations and different...well everything.. you will react in your own way. i mean that every single thing around you affects who you are at all times, maybe not in the big picture, but everything from weather outside to what you are wearing or if you're sick or tired or stressed or really just anything. i don't think you can put a label on if you are being you are not because you is composed of so many different things. i believe in just...being. i probably could diagnose myself with every disorder in the book pretty much so i'm not too worried about being 'fake'. i'm just...doing what i do. being weird and overly thinking everything in my life.

well that was probably the longest blog i've written in awhile. more later...

you see the night is all i have to make me fear
and all i want is just a love to make it hurt
cause all i need is something fine to make me loose
now its a funny way i find myself with you

-copeland



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